Thursday, June 23, 2005

wedding spoon


Timothy and Elizabeth

Our dear friends Tim and Liz tied the knot last week. Great time. Beautiful couple. The best wedding I've ever been to, by far. Not a big fan in general.


Went to Fenway on Fathers Day with Jen, my Dad, her Dad and my brother (he flew in from Phoenix). Great time. Great game too. Well, not really. We blew out the Pirates so I guess if you're a baseball purist then it wasn't a "great" baseball game. But if you're a Sox fan it was a great game.


I'm in the middle of finishing my next record. Recorded some more at home with Jose. My good friend Joel from Killswitch Engage came by and played some wonderful guitar on what will be the first track on the new record. In the middle of playing one of the guitar parts he stopped mid-chord and pet Scooter who was sleeping on the couch next to him. Pretty funny. Scooter doesn't care that he's in one of the biggest metal bands on Earth. If it's not Will Smith he just doesn't care. Don't ask.
Looks like this record is going to be either 10 or 11 songs. It's so much work (albeit, fun) making a record by yourself. Finding the right times to put different instrumentation on certain tracks. Playing around with counter melodies and weird percussion ideas. Mapping out edit times to try and shorten the mixing process. Trying to figure out which order the songs should go in. It's been so great, so far.
A few things about the forthcoming record:

1) It's terribly depressing. I mean, REAL depressing. Dirgy and minor-keyed. Not a quintessential summer record by any means. More like a record for people who live in the tundra of Alaska in December.

2) There are no swears. That's right, not a single curse word on the whole fucking record.

3) The people that have performed on it thusfar are:
JJ O'Connell, Paul Kochanski, Anne Pinkerton, Matt Cullen, Ruth Keating, Joel Stroetzel and Jose Ayerve.

4) I thought I had a title for it but I'm now starting to think otherwise. We'll see what happens. It might just be untitled. Or maybe it should be called *No need for fucking parental advisory stickers*

5) Want to know some of the song names? Well hell. Here you go:
The pressure it feeds
Forever every evening
Island of the burning trees
The whisper no one else can hear
Stamp and release
The drugs have shaped the angles
You are just like me. You will never be free.

6) "Forever every evening" can be heard on a new compilation by Lucky Creature Records in Nashville. Night Owl will have them in a matter of days.

7) Batman Begins is absolutely amazing. I can't get over it.


Wedding Daze

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Keep us like the snow blanketed woods


Championship Cat

There it is. Unreal. This is not photoshopped. THE trophy was at our second (OK, maybe third) home. Saturday, May 28th at 12:30PM the Red Sox trophy team stopped by the Brass Cat for 15 minutes. We had less than one day of warning. Regardless, at least 60 people showed up. My Dad, Mom, Uncle, Grandmother, Grandfather, Jen and I were all there for it. As the hour was approaching we all started to get a little nervous. Mike Lavalle (one of the owners of the Cat) said "God, I hope this isn't a hoax". I was standing outside looking down the street waiting to see the Red Sox car that the trophy travels in. Yes, the entire car is painted with Red Sox logos and whatnot. When they finally pulled up I waved them into a parking space and introduced myself and thanked them for making it. They were very gracious. As we entered the bar we heard an explosion of clapping and hooting and hollering similar to that grand evening of October 27th. Hundreds of pictures were taken.


Baseball is talked about (and written about) to death in this area. Please bear with me. I wish to briefly join that heralded (and sometimes, ridiculed) community.


I didn't think it would be as moving as it was. After all, it's just a piece of hardware. Just a static, inanimate object. Big deal. My dear friend, Eric Poulin said the same the night before. It's just a trophy, we all have them. Eric's entire family was there too. His Mom, brother, sister and all their kids. He relayed a story to me the night before game 4 of the World Series. His brother, Donny pointed out to him that this was much, much more than just a baseball game. This pulled people in a similar direction. It helped make people who were already close, closer. It also made friends of strangers. The Sox winning it all would be justification to so many, in so many different ways. Eric and I are very similar. We were raised by a thinking man's blue collar family. We were born with gloves and bats in our hands. If I wasn't playing baseball I was talking about it. If I wasn't talking about it I was thinking about it. The Red Sox were the core unifier in that way. It made you new friends. It made conversation for you with people you might never have had the chance to talk with otherwise. See, in New England (specifically, Massachusetts) it's the only constant thing. The seasons all change. People move from town to town. The factories all close but remain as giant, ghostly reminders of failure. But no one ever speaks ill of these things. They deal. They move on. They continue to support and believe in the people around them. The Red Sox embody the famous quote "The more things change, the more they stay the same". Players hop around like hired mercenaries. The ballpark is run down and broken and filled with inevitable failure. You always think that this must be the year. Even the 65 year old snakeskinned mechanic thought that '46 was their year. Or '67. Or '75. Or '78. Or Goddamn '86. That is, until October 27th, 2004. They did it. The Red Sox became World Champions. People rejoiced. Strangers hugged. Teenagers ran down the street jumping and hollering. Church bells rang. Car horns honked. Fathers hugged their sons. Sons hugged THEIR sons. People wept. Wept like they never had before. Something died that day. Peace blanketed everyone. Kept us like the woods at night during a snowstorm.


So here we are, Eric and I. Cheering as they march the championship trophy into our front yard. The jaded and rough edges of our opinions dropped and lost to the overwhelming accomplishment of those 25 men. I had my photo taken with my father and grandfather. Three generations of silence finally vindicated. Eric stood with his brother and sister and their kids. Also three generations. Eric's mom refused to be in the photo. She just wanted the kids to be in it. Nestled in Eric's somewhat freakishly large arm was a photo. A small, wooden frame decorated with tiny baseball gloves and bats and balls. The picture in the center was that of his father and himself as a toddler. See, Eric lost his father, Don Poulin Sr., to chronic lung disease in 1999. The man that taught him everything. The man that always made sure he kept his faith. His belief. His hope. The Red Sox were one of their strongest bonds. Baseball and all its gentle prose. And all it's vigilant passion. I've got a great picture of all of them. Everyone beaming from ear to ear. The small picture of their father gently tucked in Eric's arm. When it was winding down my father grabbed Eric and hugged him. And just like that this sterile piece of gold and platinum leapt to life. Telling wordless stories everywhere in that room. Beautiful and strong and filled with an odd familiarity. It really happened. We were really there for it. We are lifted. So high, as a matter of fact, that you can almost feel those hugging you who are no longer standing here with us. Yes, it was that important. The tears came from nowhere. I saw him and grabbed him and lost it myself. "He's here, man. He's right here." I kept whispering to him.


On behalf of everyone I love, thank you Red Sox. Thank you more than you'll ever know.